As I do my best not to lose myself and my being entirely while striving to remember what more there is to this experience than grief, precarity, and yes marveling — what a phenomenal way to say this!?— at how hateful this world is to all that is human about life (or living about existence) so far as my mortal eyes now see, I sincerely (pray / hope) you realize and become near to this sublime presence you may be seeking, Truly.
As I do my best not to lose myself and my being entirely while striving to remember what more there is to this experience than grief, precarity, and yes marveling — what a phenomenal way to say this!?— at how hateful this world is to all that is human about life (or living about existence) so far as my mortal eyes now see, I sincerely (pray / hope) you realize and become near to this sublime presence you may be seeking, Truly.
That's the work of a lifetime. I will see the same for you. We are made for joy as well. Blessings.